Suddenly...

Every day, I tried to be okey. I tried to act as if I'm so happy. But I can't escape my past that continues to ruin my innocent mind.
I am not perfect. I am still a human being who commit mistakes that may destroy my entire life. Everyday is a nightmare every time I think about it. I admit I made mistakes that I regret a lot.
But God is so good. He gave me a chance to change. I may did a lot of mistakes but one thing made my life right. It was when I decided to take the opportunity to change for one special person. A person whom I never thought to be my inspiration now. A guy who is very opposite to me and make me realize how life will be worth living for if you are determined to be positive and confident to face challenges of life....